Sunday, November 06, 2005

Still in holiday mood?!

The long weekend has ended and now back to the daily grind…
I must say that is been a good weekend spent.. Went out visiting my uncle and aunty and my most precious grandmother too…
Everyone was happy seeing everyone but u know what, deep down inside I missed so much my beloved!!! All the laughter and banter cant make me forget abt my beloved..
Will talk abt the feelings I have later…

Now lets see, on the eve of Hari Raya itself, I went to work, left at 1pm, and then head back home to sleep… After breaking my fast, went out with Ms Y to Geylang to look for stuffs.. I need badly a pair of new capal* and maybe buy those little envelopes to put in money for giving out zakat* to my cousins or anyone still in school…
Me and Ms Y were joined by her cousin, Ms A, and off we drive to Geylang, looking for things to add for Hari Raya…
And when we reached Geylang,OMYGOD!! it was so crowded!!! Traffic was a killer and it took us abt 1 hour to find a parking lot!! But it was great fun even tho thousands of people were walking ard, just like us, looking and searching for things to buy… Be it some hari raya cakes or some new baju kurungs* as well…
It was crazy trying to move ard on the eve of Hari Raya… Crazy!!!
First it was really hot and stuffy with sweaty bodies rubbing against you.. Theres no way to escape the from being groped, tugged at, being pushed or shoved!! Such a crowd it was!!! But the atmosphere was amazing… Everyone was in high spirits, anticipating the festive joy with loved ones...
Anyway I did manage to get my capal and it cost me like $15… Cheap!! Walked and walked ard and bought 2 pieces of baju kurungs, one for my mum and one for my sister.. Sadly the size I got for my sister was too small.. Felt very bad that she didn’t have one suit from me cos I really wanted to buy her one.. So I will surprise her next week with a new baju for her… hehehe..

Now I want to write abt my sayang*….

Oh how much Ive been missing my sayang… Last week was a difficult week for me cos sayang flew back to hometown to celebrate Hari Raya with family and friends… I know for a fact that, if you have not been home for a very long time, you will be bz going to houses and catch up with everyone u have not seen… So naturally, I felt very neglected… Try to keep myself busy but when I have a few moments for myself, I cant help but to miss my sayang very badly…
Now I have this Micheal Bolton song stuck in my head…
*Tell me how am I sppsed to live without u*…

Anyhoo, had a little misunderstanding with my sayang and I thought its going to be over.. Its all becos of a stupid sms that I sent… The beloved thought I was sending horny text messages to someone else… sigh… I mean Im f**king in love!!! And I realised that I cant bear to lose my sayang…
Someone was telling my that im so desperate for the beloved.. And I asked myself why is that so??? And the only thing I say is that im so f**king in love!!! Is that a good answer or what?!
U know, if given the chance, I will leave everything that I have here and live with the beloved!! Whether the relationship works or not, that I don’t care, I just want to be with him…
PERIOD!!!!

That’s the week have been for me… What abt yours???


*capal - sort of like a slipper but made mostly of leather
*zakat - giving money
*baju kurung - traditional malay dress
*sayang - this refer to the person u are in love with

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