Sunday, October 30, 2005

holidays holidays....

Phew what a weekend i had... Went to KL to meet up with the beloved, who will be leaving for KK tomoro for the festive holidays and will only return on Sunday!! I will be pining and missing my beloved.. Just recalled that we never had Raya for ourselves before.. Must start to plan for next year then... hehehe..
But will talk abt that later.. Must write abt the weekend i had..

Lets see... it didnt start out very promising cos I had to wait for more than 45MINS for the beloved to fetch me from the bus terminal!!! Its was raining heavily and I was cold and tired from the travelling.. Reason was he was attending to a party , a *socialite* party, held for those who knows the royalty... Sigh..
i wonder whats going to be next.. Shall not dwell so much on itotherwise it just depresses me even more..

Anyhoo, we went furniture shopping and paid downpayment for a new sofa/couch!! Has got 5 huge cushions and its pretty comfortable i might say... Was also contemplating on buying a dining set but must throw/sell away the one with have at home at the moment..

Evening on Saturday nite was spent checking out a club/bar for one of the beloved's friends party.. I have not been drinking since July this yr and was so sure that I will not do so anymore but i FAILED.. However i will not despair so much.. Will take it easy and not be in a situation where alcohol are easily within reach...

So happy that this week is going to be a short week.. Looking forward to meet up with my relatives and friends over the holidays where at the same time, i can enjoy delicious food with great company thrown in.. But but, it will be much more complete if my sayang are together with my for the long holidays this week..
How like that???

Enjoy the holidays everyone!!!

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

To the hospital....

Today im going to the hospital to confirm the appt date/time for my mum surgery.
A bit worried and scared for my mum. Its her first time going under the knife, so to say. Well I seriously hope that everything will be OK and she will recover fast. Really going to miss her when she's not in the house.

The most badly affected will be my youngest sister (turning 5 yrs next week). She still insists my mum to go to sleep with her at nite and would demand my mum to scratch gently her back. Very spoilt little brat but everyone adores her and she knows it!! Can literally get away with anything she wants!!
*sigh*......

Will be leaving office at 1pm today. Meeting my girlfriend to collect a VCD from her. My beloved wants it back and bring it back home. Im still wondering why does he needs it to bring back home. I mean, i didnt meet any of the gay friends there so why?? WHY???
Hmmmm... maybe i ought to ask when im over in KL this weekend...

Monday, October 24, 2005

bbbrrrrrrr......

God!! its freezing in the office!!!
My hands gets numb and the air con duct is just above my head.. Think shld wear gloves one day. hehehe..
Must go and seal it otherwise fingers will drop off soon!!!

Didnt go out for lunch today. Was in the office busy writing cards to my friends to wish them Happy Holidays.. Eid Mubarak is round the corner so best time to say hi to most of them (tho i do see them almost everyday, hehehe).
So to all Muslim readers, Happy Eid Mubarak!!

Busy or Lazy???

I know its been WAY too long since i updated my blog. And to be honest, i have been more lazy than anything else!! Just wasnt in the right frame of mind to blog abt anything. Be it love/work/social/family. However, i come to realise that I need to express myself more often and by that, the only way is to write something in my precious blog!!
hehehe...

Anyway, after my sister and niece was hospitalised (thank heavens nothing serious), my mum will need to go for an operation to be removed her right breast completely. She had known abt the lump for almost a year and did not mention to anyone in the family. Not until when my brothers had a massive fight did she break down and let us in on the news.
I got super upset when my sister called me and told the dreaded news.
At first I cannot believed it, i mean so far none of my closest relatives died of any cancer before!!
Utterly relieved that the doctor had confirmed that its non cancerous!! I hope the operation will be successful and no complications will occur. Pray hard that she will comeback home and celebrate Hari Raya together with all of us.

Mum I LOVE U.....

Will update happenings as frequently as i can now...
So will not use the excuse busy or lazy again.
heh heh...