Long weekend ahead!!

Finally its mid week and im seriously looking forward to the long weekend break....
As usual will be meeting sayang over in KL and since its Lunar New year weekend, all buses are full and was only able to book tix on saturday morning....
Fyi, the last time there was a long weekend there was a massive jam over at the checkpoint and i really really hope i wont be stuck in it... Otherwise a normal 5 hours journey will turn to 8 bleeding hours...

Anyway, this weekend must have a good long chat with sayang to confirm on the next level of our relationship... Lately theres so many arguments we have been dealing with... Must settle and talk abt what has happened... I know it wont be easy but at least i have to try to make things better for the future....

So everyone out there, hope u too will have a fantastic long weekend with yr loved ones!!

Lonely....

I was on leave yesterday cos went to the hospital with my mum to follow up on her operation...
Everything is fine and the nurse recommended her to use a prosthetic breast with the under garment... Couldnt be believe that it cost close to $300 but i did buy for my mum.... I love her very much and i want her to be happy and not worry to much of looking and feeling different...

Anyhoo, yesterday i was missing my beloved tremendously... Was feeling super down and was wishing and hoping that i can move in together as fast as possible in KL... However, its not as easy as i anticipated... Must apply work permit or permanent residency but all this need money and worse, i dont have any to begin with...
*SIGH*....

Nevertheless i will send resumes and i do hope some company will employ me and i can get the work permit... The idea of living together excites me!!! I have never felt so strong for someone like this before...

Pray hard for me so that I can achieved my dreams and not be lonely here....

Of the Coming New Year....

The new year has come and normally for me, this is the time where i planned to acheive certain things.

1st and foremost, im going to make sure i pass my driving licence... I had already taken the basic and final theory test and plan to take practical lessons... However, i am facing some problems with booking and planning the lessons... I have bleeding RT to go now every Tuesday/Thursdays and Sundays... So there goes 3 days of the week and then on most nites I m just plain lazy to do anything else... Esp on mondays... And guess i what, i actually have set the time to do learn after my reservist and THAT will end somewhere in mid march... Sigh...
so everyone, do pray that by 3rd week of march i will be learning and hopefully can pass the test by end of June or July... hehehe...

Anyway, im glad that I had to do RT... At least with the start of the new year im forced to do some exercise... so like yesterday, i had run 4km with the timing of 34mins... but it wasnt a run more like jogging with a bit of speed walking thrown in... So my goal by the end of Jan 06 is to lose ard 5-8kg... and if that happens, boy, it will def be a good deal to start the new year with... and most importantly, i need to maintain the exercise routine, tho hard as it is since im such a lazy cow!!!

Lastly my other goal is to save as much money as possible and im planning to work in KL...
i need something new to do as well a new place/environment... Ive been working for the same company for 8 long years and basically, its time for a friggin change....

Hope this year will be bountiful for me in terms of health wealth and happiness....